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I wanted to post yesterday, but was busy with some guitar stuff, and besides, I keep pressing the wrong button. Argh, I accidentally deleted all my phone messages too. School is a waste of time again, shall make the effort to study this weekend, hopefully. Alison's coming back from Aussie next Tuesday, yay!

Okay nothing much to talk about except that it has been just school, dining out with people, crapping, crapping and more crap. Although I'm rather free, I'm kinda reluctant to organise a chalet for the ensemble, to be honest. I dislike the buying of food for BBQ etc, after all, you know, having done twice for sac's, I'm so sick of it. I tried to talk myself out of it, by checking on the availability of chalets, haha, but anyway, it's kinda booked. But I am feeling guilty, sheesh. What a contradiction. Man, I'll try to do some bonding thing.

I like this from Nat Ho's blog.
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"There's really no point being angry with the people you love.
Sure, you might do a "tit for tat", give an eye for an eye. But at the end of the day, what are you trying to do? Prove a point? Spite them?

An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind. -Ghandi

Why in the world would you want to hurt someone whom is dear to you? They might not even be around tomorrow. Nor you.
Time is very precious. And we're running out of it - every day, every hour, every minute. This very second.

Some things are not worth holding on to. Anger is one of them. Sometimes, the person you're angry with might not even know it. So all that effort and energy put into being angry only puts a toll on your body. For what? It's too troublesome.

If you have to make a point, and it's someone you love, then Trust that there's enough Love for you to put that point across, and for them to receive it. Just be sure to do it only when the anger has subsided.
Have you let go of your Anger today?"